Sorry for not blogging for such a long time.Was quite busy with things. And was partly because of my laziness.
Well, these few days were quite tiring for me. Physically, and emotionally.
Awww? Yeah, I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I'm sick, having a bad sore throat and I can't sing. :( This is part of the reason why I'm sad.
And, some other stuffs in church which I don't want to mention? Hypocrites.
Sick of it. What to do? Show love. Yeah, it sounds retarded. But what else can we do?
Love can change people, it just takes time.
I'm at the verge of giving up, but I know I cannot just do it like this.
We cannot let them go, for God didn't let us go when we sin.
And look, when we give up on someone, it also shows that we don't truely love someone!
It just shows that ''oh, just another friend.''
And when you treat others like this, what do you have to say when others do that to you?
I must really thank Lydia and Shaun for being there for me when I needed them.
Lydia told me how not to care and everything relates to God.
See, she's so Holy. I pretty much like her thinking and her positive attitude.
Shaun! Hmm, he teach me how to handle some stuffs and encourages me!
He ca tell whether I'm happy or sad! Wow. :) Not bad not bad.
And Yoga! We shared our thoughts and yeah, I can see that he's concerned about his friends.
Oh, and that kid there. Stop eavesdropping on others' conversation, its pretty rude.
Nevermind, lets move on. Yeening became a better person!
Much better than last time, and more encouraging & loving too!
Ting Yang was great too, tried to cheer me up.
His plans failed but yeah, still thank him for being there.
And guess what, I'm still on my ''project folding''. :)
If you know what is it, don't say. Its a surprise!!
So excited to give it to him you know! And yeah yeah, its him.
I miss him much, urgh. When I don't say doesn't mean I don't.
Its just that I can control myself, unlike the OTHERS.
As for today, hmmm.
I was very, very, very tired! I woke up with my right eye being so painful. :(
went to church, was hyper for a moment. And all of a sudden I became sleepy.
Ahh! Very sleepy, I was like tryig to keep myself awake during the sermon.
Interesting. Especially the way he say it.
''Sex is good'', ''God wants you to have a lot of sex'' and ''alright I'll get some later''.
Super funny! Skip Skip skip.
Yeah, I after lunch we went back to the ''usual place'' and slacked.
Was in a very bad mood, and Sam fell on me.
He kicked me some more! Not on purpose of course.
Lydia immediately came and ask me if I'm okay after he went away.
She knew I was going to cry, and duh, not because of Sam.
She's a pro. Love you! :)
Went to talk to Shaun again, felt better when I came back. Thanks, again. :)
And now, my eye's hurting again. and my vision's very blur now. Gosh.
Oh yah! One last thing, thanks Shaun for helping me yeah! *winkk winkk.
Felt so good ater saying ''bye'' LOL. :D
Imissyou, still. I was looking out for your pink tele-coil band today. :)
